Start Where You Are

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Where are you?

Just a few weeks ago: I’m sitting on the floor of an empty studio, barefoot, with not a piece of furniture in it. Boxes line the hallways and two giant moving trucks are parked out in the street. Every so often our dogs bark, whining about being pent up in the back. I’m helping my Dad move two states away, and the entire house has been up-ended. We’re sleeping on the carpet floor for two nights without beds. I have a radio interview scheduled and I’ve hidden in the bathroom to talk from my laptop to make this happen because their are painters next door.

Right now, we’re in limbo.

I ask if we can not use Skype video–as video is probably not the best medium at the moment, although I’m happy to talk — and right at the beginning, our interview accidentally goes to video. I laugh, and I tell my story: “Well, you caught me! I’m sitting on a floor right now, chatting at you while all the furniture is being taken out of my house … mind if we switch to audio only? Otherwise you’ll have me sitting on a floor in my yoga pants!” 

Right now, right here.

Let’s stop imagining the pretend perfect circumstances that might have maybe led to the possibility of your wildest dreams, and get real about the fact they haven’t happened yet. You are here. You are what you are.

Start where you are. Right here. Right now.

This is where the magic happens.

When you’re tired, worn out, flabbergasted, stressed out. You get up, you park yourself in the corner of the room, you duct-tape fabric ver the window to stop the glare, you polish your lips and you record that video interview anyways, even if you think the whole world behind you is falling apart. Do it in style. Make it happen.

Often all the things that aren’t right aren’t really problems–they are just crutches. “Well, I’ll do it once I have furniture in my house again. I’ll do it when I’m not so tired. I’ll do it when I’m feeling better. I’ll do it …”

Nope, sorry. This is it. Today.

I know very few stories of people who got set up in ideal circumstances and then made the magic happen. Rather, it’s about making the magic happen in any circumstance. (That’s true magic, right there).

Because if you can’t make it happen NOW… when will you?

Start where you are.

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8 Responses to Start Where You Are

  1. Nata says:

    Magic reminder, Sarah!!!!! Start where you are. It’s always so comfortable to be either in the past or in the future:)

  2. Jana says:

    Loved this post Sarah :-) I feel like that often! And: Did you recently move house? Can’t wait to squeeze you next week!! xo

  3. Jennel says:

    Terrific post, Sarah. I’m always struck with how what you need to read in any given moment always manages to surface. This one was something I needed to read.

  4. Wanda says:

    Thank you Sarah, for this beautiful blog! I’m starting right now!

  5. Janet says:

    i wouldn’t be embarrassed about an empty studio. transitions happen!

  6. Steve Harper says:

    Fantastic post Sarah. Glad to have found your BLOG and look forward to reading more!

    Ripple On!!!

    Steve

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